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When I approached this tunnel uncountable times, day and night, with no other way to my home at that time, more than 10 years ago, I knew there was no turn around. ….
I had to go through!
Pitch dark and lengthy, step by step, with only faith and perseverance I kept on walking…praying…until I could see the ligt at the other en of the tunnel, close to the cave where I was staying for months in a row; my house because I had no other!
At the time, I would never in a million years thought that God had a special task and purpose for me in this life as I hid “rock bottom ” due to a live that brought me no good but only very bad consequences. Consequences that God turned around for HIS Kingdom and HIS glory
I am the founder of Bread of Life Healing Ministry Rehab in Sabie. God has given me the strength, showed me the way and blessed me with a gift of unconditional love to serve in HIS Kingdom, helping addicts to turn their life’s around, saved from addiction and hardships
I value my life and lay my life down for the sake of the broken and lost!
By : Dorijn Olivier Verwey
Victory and blessing
By: Dorijn Olivier Verwey – Founder and Director of Bread of Life Healing Ministry & Rehab
Life story of an ex-drug addict and successful business woman today.
Life, is a game of “win or lose”. From childhood, my sister (today a pharmacist by profession) and I were constantly played against and compared to one another. As far back as I can remember I was driven by this constant comparison to be the best. Losing was simply not an option. My sister was academically strong and I had to better her marks.
At the age of 10, I discovered that I was quite fast and started setting up one record after the other in sprints from 100 meters to the 400 meters. I could therefore also competed using my athletics.
Yet, it wasn’t good enough for me to train and compete with my peers. Boys were faster and stronger, which became my challenge. Breaking records, certificates and accolades were my satisfaction in life. My success, my loneliness!
While in boarding school, in order to focus on training, the rest of my family was under one roof, and as a child I felt rejected and lost within myself. Our home environment was not at all pleasant, the memories of which still are entrenched within me. Memories of constant fighting over us children which caused great discord between our parents. Separate rooms and separate lives – certainly not the perfect example I expected while growing up.
One day during my standard 8 exams my mother unexpectedly showed up at my school. My life had exploded with terribly unpleasant news. My parents were getting divorced and we no longer had a home, we had to leave. My dreams of studying toward a successful career vanished in an instant. Everything was lost. I felt powerless and hopeless, angry and sad. I felt lost, completely lost.
As a young girl of 16, I was forced to start working and start my own life in a big, scary world. I was left in Pretoria with cheap and dirty accommodation and that was it, no turning around, no help, no assistance and no love. I felt a lot of pressure but I had no choice but to move forward.
Due to my youth and lack of guidance I made many bad decisions in my quest for life, happiness and love. City lights, loud music and sex became part of my lifestyle, along with alcohol and drugs. At the age of 17 I fell pregnant and at 18 I was already married. In my ignorance I found myself with a premature baby, then at 25 years of age with a toddler and divorced. Big mistakes that cost me dearly… The family curse, it seems, lives on.
For a short while, through hard work and discipline, I managed to get a matric without knowledge, assistance or support from my family. As a result of my ambition and drive I worked my way to a senior position within the government. I was the first woman in our country’s history to serve in the position I was in. I felt a sense of victory, “at last a win”, I felt proud, proud of myself because of what I had achieved.
For 5 years life was good, regardless of being a single parent without support, even from my child’s father whose lack of support continues even to this day.
Successful, yet lonely and alone, the burden of a heavy responsibility became too much. As yet, I had no idea what love was and I longed for happiness and joy. Having the wrong friends, frequenting the wrong places at the wrong times with pressurizing circumstances led me to the introduction of hard-core substances. The feelings of euphoria satisfied me and gave me a sense of comfort, but took over my life.
One relationship after another, failure after failure, sorrow upon sorrow, I got swallowed up without any sense of direction. Exhausted and unsupported, I was lost. Poor in spirit and poor in flesh. One rehab after another, I felt myself still alone, still powerless – my life was out of control.
A single bullet from a 38. Special revolver penetrates my body 1mm from my heart, along with a mixture of relief and sadness – “it’s finally over”.
As the shot went off and my hearing was affected by the exteme loud sound, so much so that I had only a ringing in my ears and could not hear anything else around me.
For hundreds of a split second, I had an outer body experience which is not easy to completely describe. A clear vision of me looking back at myself , still stuck with me till this day. It was the most peaceful, satisfying feeling and picture for that moment and then I was gone. Somewhere between the world that I was lost in, I can also clearly remember a brief moment where I could see something like theater lights and doctors around me. That I found out later, was when my heart stopped beating and I was defibrillated. Then I was gone and fell into a coma. A period of days when I was nowhere….
But then a miracle happened: God’s grace raised me from the dead.
Next, machines, pipes all over my body. Confused, I see medical staff surrounding me. “Am I alive? I’m really alive.” It seems there was a light at the end of the tunnel.
For 30 days I fought intensely for my life, yet I was still alone, still hurt, badly hurt. The battle proved to be long and tedious but I was determined to win. After a long struggle with much pain, both physically and psychologically, I was finally discharged from hospital. A conflict arose between the relief of finally leaving the hospital, which had served as my rescue and protection, and going to a home which, to me, resembled hell. I felt I wasn’t strong enough and fear gripped me and a dark cloud of depression enveloped me.
Looking back, I received no trauma counselling of any sort for this event that would plague me for years to come. My body as well as my dignity were violated, my honour and my soul destroyed – satan was surely out to crush me.
In times past, my drugs would be delivered to my front door, but in my recovery it was delivered to my sick bed. Again, hell was loose and on my heels. This setback sent me back to hospital and I almost died.
Through divine intervention I was given an angel in the form of a dear friend named Ricky. She showed great love and concern for me and I am convinced that God put her on my path to lift and guide me back to life. Ricky led me to the Lord and refused to give up on me. Who and what I am today I owe to God and to her.
Subsequently, the gap between my ex-husband grew to the extent that our paths finally separated. My salvation… My new life had begun.
The road has been hard and difficult, but extremely rewarding. God has taught me that His path of obedience leads only to good fruit. He has proved Himself faithful in all the promises described in His Word.
After all doors were closed, I was forced to go live in a literal cave where there was only God and me. Without a doubt one of the most educational experiences in my life. I honour this season because it was from that cave, with only me and God, that my new life was birthed. Even while I was still living there, God placed another angel on my path: my husband Deon. A few years later, our marriage was confirmed and ‘till today we continue to serve God’s kingdom without compromise.
Fishers of people. Servants of God Almighty Father.
Our ministry, Bread of Life Healing Ministry, came into existence in 2012 and has already led many to salvation and freedom in Christ.
Thank you Father for finding me worthy of being Your child.
I want only the best life what God got in-store for me. I must bring my PART by doing God’s will not mine. I want to be a giver, I had previously had no time for anyone. I did it my way or no way. It landed me in big trouble. For the past 20yrs I was in Addiction Alcohol,Dagga,Roche’s,Estacy’s,Mandrax,Coke,Cat,Nyope,Cyrstal,Acid,Micro-dot’s.
I was in prison 5 times. I love my MOTHER for standing by me always “SORRY MAMA” I DIDN’T MEAN TO HURT U. Mommy the Devil tried to steal your Daughter, but my FATHER KING OF KING’S saved me. But since i came to BREAD OF LIFE I found GOD. From Hinduism to Christianity.
I’m sober for 8months 8 Days after 20 years of addiction. It feels good that I’m serving a living GOD. ABBA MY FATHER will never forsake me. God is good all the time, all the time God is good. Now i’m a new creation in Christ. I want to obey his commandments and do his work. I have Faith and I BELIEVE in the FATHER, SON & HOLY SPIRIT. GOD loves me & I love him.
Now i’m no longer a slave but GOD’S child. I am GOD’S heir for he know the plan’s he have for my future. I want to be sober, working providing for my family. Go to church & live a Abundant live. Right Attitude Healthy thinking will lead me to have a Joyful & Peaceful life. I trust in GOD alone.
He know my path on earth. I will keep on praying & have faith & use wisdom & obey his word. Romans 8.38 Yet in all these things we are more than Conquerors through him who loved us. Thank you GOD my FATHER for saving me & giving me a good family .
I didn’t have a GOOD START IN LIFE, but I am Determined to have a GOOD FINISH!!!
By : Kajial Benadie
THE GOD OF THE BIBLE
The god of feelings
Hello I am Nhlanhla Holiday, I grew up in a really Rude Area where I use to see a Lot of Negative Things that GOD didn’t want it to Happen.
I was a Good Boy everyday at School I REALLY did Well but because of the Enviroment of my Area I Started to make Stupid Decisions Like smoking weed at the Age of 10 Years Old.
By that time I was thining I’m clever but I was not,I was a Fool,hanging out with Old People and that’s where my Life Started to Go Wrong.
Now I know that GOD have a PLAN for my Life and a I also know that the Mannual of Life(my Life) is THE BIBLE,I didn’t knew it before and that’s why I made Mistakes.
“FATHER FORGIVE US FOR WE DIDN’T KNOW WHAT WE WERE DOING”
I am a girl who grew up without a father. It my seem stupid but geese, it is life! So I searched for that father figure in my life. I went and searched for love in all the wrong places. Then I met this guy… My first “big love”. I could not live without him. We were together for 9 years. I have 2 beautiful babies with him, I was standing beside him through thick and thin even through all the abusing of drugs.
You could never have separated us not matter what. But it was fake love. When I came to Bread of Life I saw a whole different picture of love that the God of the heavens opened my eyes. That it does not matter what I have done or not done that he won’t reject me. He loves me so much that he has send his only Son to die for me.
It is really amazing how Someone can love you this much to send His only Son to pay for things he did not do. There is no life without Jesus Christ, turn to him in everything you do. I promise you this:….. it will change your whole vision of life he is the only one that can help you. He saved me so He can definity save you. Just take that one step of faith!
By Monique J Smit
I AM A OVERCOMER
Hello my Name is Heidie
Drugs was something I did just to feel good and to forget about my pain. But every time I used it, the feelings and the pain I had inside me would just be there again.
Since 1 April 2020 I Accepted JESUS as my LORD and my SAVIOR, I started to Learn about the One and Only GOD in my Life. It has been over 10 Weeks now that I came to Rehab and my Life changed so much.
I’m Learning to deal with my pain here and of some god that wanted to play god over my Feelings but they can’t get it right because the REAL GOD, my GOD have sent HIS Beloved Son JESUS to Die for my sins.
Since I Started to BELIEVE HE is HELPING me Day by Day in Verses in THE HOLY BIBLE and that HE is Sending People in my Life to Help me get rid of the false gods inside of me.
I will Stay Strong.
Now I’m still in the Recovery Phase, but I know how it ends… it will only Be GOD!
I LOVE BECAUSE
HE LOVED ME
Hi my name is Imka Lubbe. I am a recovering addict, my drug of choice was Chrystal Meth, I use to spike and I am now almost 4 months clean. The following was part of the reason I use to use drugs.
The feeling of not being good enough has been burning in my heart since the day my parents got divorced and my mother got remarried and my dad left and wasn’t apart of our everyday lives anymore. My dad and I use to be close, and at that time I was pleased with our family before this event, so I was upset. I then felt my mom chose our stepdad above us, and loved him more than us. I thought my parents would stay together and I wanted their love, the unity. I wanted them to stay. I felt rejected, alone. Then my brother and I got split up too between 2 houses, due to me beginning my drug use to fill the void seeking attention and love from the wrong people at the wrong places, my stepdad wouldn’t tolerate that in his house. So I lost him too. Then I had a best friend Jessie, who loved me very much, it wasn’t enough, I ran from boy to boy seeking love, acceptance and appreciation. Over and over again they left still i felt alone and unloved. Not good enough. Until I met the father of my children, I fell pregnant at 15 years of age and knew finally someone would stay, I thought he loved me, but he changed me, into who he wanted me to be. All I wanted and chased after was to be good enough for someone to stay and appreciate me, love me and need me.He hurt me in all ways, but I forgave him and loved him with all my heart as long as I can stay, and hear the words :” I love you too.” As long as he was there to stay. Jessie left too due to how the father of my children treated me. I fell pregnant again age 17, still sniffing chat, cocaine. A second baby was a guarantee in my heart that he’d stay and love us. All my choices ahead revolved around keeping him in my life, that I’d be enough for him. We were separated for over @ years as I came clean, sober away from him. I was co-dependant of him so it was better apart, healthier. I was with someone else then, he left too. I did not match up to what he wanted, he never really loved me so rejected and alone I went back to the father of my daughters, he was ready to love and accept me again, I was all he wanted, not for long…. I relapsed and started spiking Chrystal Meth with him, hurt by him again, I lost everything, was on the streets and lost, I felt alone even when he was next to me. I ran after the approval of others because I fear rejection. I am now a single-parent age 21, who love my daughters with all my heart. I will STAY and LOVE them forever. I left their father to come recover and become a better mother for them and the Lord gave me victory.
God says in Joshua 1:9 “ Be strong and courageous for the Lord my God is with me wherever I may go.” So He has been with me all this time. I just need to believe it. Romans 8:38-39 says that nothing can ever separate me from the love of God. He has loved me perfectly all along. How could I have been so blind to not see. Go0d says to me Fear not be not dismayed for I am your God, I am with you, I will help you, I will strengthen you. I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. The hole in my heart, only Jesus Christ can fill. For what has been impossible for man is possible for God, all I need to do id walk into God’s love and embrace it. He stayed, I left His hand, He never left my side, He cares, He really loves me and I am enough for Him. He called me His own. All I have ever sought was right in front of me. He came and saved me out of addiction, out of all the pain the man I loved most caused me. God takes care of me. I am good enough to serve in His kingdom, He will love me no matter what I say, do, wear, or am. He approves. I don’t have to do anything to gain His attention or to receive His love, He is my creator. The lover of my soul. That which I longed to find. His grace and mercy covers my life and my daughters lives. He is their GHeavernly Father and my Lord. Now as He completes me and accepts us 3 I am alive again as the daughter of the Most High,. As I’ve grown now in God’s love I also see that as all people need love and myself as a broken woman needed love so too my mother never chose a man above myself and my brother but was also just a broken woman who needed love. I thank God for a second chance to live life in abundance.
1 John 4:17-19, :” Love has been perfected among us in this: ‘that we may have boldness in the day of judgement; because as He is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out all fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears have not been made perfect in love. We love Him because He first loved us.”
I’m gonna see a victory, I will love, I will accept and I will succeed for my battles belong to Jesus Christ. AMEN
Falseness with god of feelings
Faithfulness With GOD Of
The Bible My CREATOR
And Jesus Increased in wisdom and stature, and in favour with God and men.
33)“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
34)”Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
MY STORY STARTED AT:
My Name Is Maritza De Villiers I am 22 Years Old of Age I Am a Mother of 2 Beautiful Sons that is still Very Young of Age I use to be a Drug Addict who got fooled by the god of feelings who made me believe that his lies are true but it was actually just full of Falseness that only kept me in Bondage and Darkness.
Basically I was in my past controlled by the god of feelings he made me to be someone I’m not he gave me a false identity, the god of feelings made me to believe that true love is in men, my attention needs to be seeked by men and people that wasn’t really my friends, he made me believe that I would find my confidence and identity in worldly stuff like Alcohol, Drugs(weed,cat,coke,crystal meth,lsd) also the wrong friends that only ended up to hurt me, the god of feelings allowed me to make the wrong decisions over my life, it made me to make the wrong choices in men that only raped me, used me and abused me basically he let me believed that those men are true love and that this worldly stuff will make me satisfied and happy but it only ended up to break me into small little peaces I am not created to be, the god of feelings made me feel Rejected,Stressed,Unworthy,Heartbroken,Worried,Lonely,Angry,Sadness,Irritation,Fear and most of all he made feel i didn’t belong somewhere and at the end I lost My Children, Parents, Family Support and basically everything I had and that moments I felt so tired of everything!
Then a MIRACLE happened…
I had enough of feeling this way and started to look up for Rehablitation Centres that would help me to get My Life back on track and Get My Children Back as My Own,I couldn’t find anybody that would help me or was able to help me without funds so i ask my Mother for help and she got me someone I can Contact then i got a hold of Dagboek Vir Ouers and they gave me Aunt Dorijn from Bread Of Life’s Number and she said 2days before my birthday she have space for me if i come today, so I decided to go and start to Rehabilitate and this journey by Bread Of Life started to change my life completely because I learned who the GOD OF THE BIBLE (MY CREATOR) really is, I learned so much more about Him and learned to have a real relationship with Him, if it wasn’t for GOD who saved me that day and let me come to Rehab I would’ve been dead by now, so I say THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME A 2ND CHANCE and that I can say NOW you changed my life and gave me new life to be REBORN AS A CHRISTIAN GODLY WOMEN and SURRENDER MY ALL TO GOD WHO IS MY CREATOR.I Believe in GOD and I Believe in His Blessings because HE showed me that HE is Alive and True because HIS Blessings came true in my life through PRAYING,I Love GOD with MY WHOLE HEART,BODY AND SOUL and HE also Restored what was Broken Before and Made It COMPLETE through BELIEVING in HIM.
I BELIEVE IN GOD THE FATHER,THE SON & THE HOLY SPIRIT
I AM A DAUGHTER IN JESUS CHRIST WHO DOES WONDERS
AND WHO BLESSES ME WITH MORE WHAT I CAN EXPECT
SO I BELIEVE HE CAN CHANGE YOU AND DO GREAT BLESSINGS ALSO IN YOUR LIFE!
So here is my TESTIMONY and I Hope it Help YOU to.
Hello I am Zantell Leonard. This was me the rebel doomed,always following plans GOD did not makeand against GOD’s wil pulling one sin on another,doing things not because I wanted to but to get what I wanted,creating 1 storm after the other for myself and always rebelling against GOD,I never believed that GOD loved me,He brought me into this world just to be left in the dark,rejected and alone.
So GOD placed me with a family from the age of 2 Years Old,a Loving Family but yet I grew up with this thing of I am a mistake,not loved,second best,so I never wanted to be alone,looking for attention,affirmation and just wanted to feel worthy and wanted with all the wrong things in life and rejecting all the advice I got not trusting anybody.
But my will and ways and where did it get me broken down and ready to colaps weak,always on the run but GOD kept on CHASIING me and no matter what I have been through in my Life GOD has always been there for me and I always blamed GOD for my mistakes,so I always searched for my Galaxy and found my Guardian.
The LORD is my LIGHT and my SALVATION , I will fear no one I will never be afraid,Hear me LORD when I Call to YOU,Be MERCIFUL and ANSWER me, LORD Help me to CALM my Storms, I decide to Listen to the Right Advice and I BELIEVE the LORD will BLESS my decisions.
GOD OF THE BIBLE vs god of feelings
Hello My Name is AMELIA BOTHA.Sins the day I was born I knew I was Special in the EYES OF GOD in my Life I always SEEK GOD MORE than the world I was ALWAYS for JESUS.
In the Reformed Church we went to Sunday School from the Age of 4 Years my mom read the most Beautiful Stories out of THE BIBLE for us,my imagenation was Great I ALWAYS LOVED GOD HE WAS ALWAYS MY 1ST CHOICE.I Always wanted to DO GOOD even after High School, I 1ST went to Rhema Bible School the Year of 1988.
Most of My Life I Lived a Drug Free Life,my parents was Garasmatic’s Served Christians of GOD,I Prayed in Tongue’s sins the Age of 16 Years Old. My whole family was Baptised at the FULL GOSPEL CHURCH,my mom interested us,I could hear her Prayers for All Her Children.
My Father LOVED GOD and One Day I ask him “Dad what is that white spot in the middle of your watch,the white tipex dot”,his answer was that every time he looks at his watch is to REMEMBER that JESUS are the MIDDLE POINT OF HIS LIFE.
So they were always a Example in my LIFE,the UNITY they had was Great,I was the only One not with Children so I could look after my parents on their Age till the Day they Died and it was a Real Pleasure to look after them.
We had fun,we went to Church,we Prayed,we Worshiped,we Listen to Teachings of GOD that gave me GRACE with them and we had Great Times Together.
THE GOD OF THE BIBLE
The god of feelings
Good Day to All,My Name is Marthinus Deysel,today I would like to Share with You how GOD Changed my Life,I had a Wrong god in my Life telling me that I am not good enough and the only thing it have in Commen is to be Against me/you.
Busy Over Ruling my choices it gave me the License to Hate what I Had Become,I have been in Addiction for a Few Years Now,making the Wrong Decisions everyday not knowing who I am was a Real Probleme but I knew a Chance for me was Coming.
My Parents Send me to Rehab but I knew my REAL GOD wanted to get my Head Together cause that was the Last Day for me getting Trashed like weed.
My Destiny was Calling me and I knew GOD wanted to do something Amazing in my Life,GOD Picked the Youngest Boy with the Worst Attitude to Lead a Mass of People,it were here when the Granes became Wine and the Weeds became Bread.
GOD let me knew that I am a WARRIOR,I can do ALL things through CHRIST who STRENGTHENS me,my weeds has been beaten in the Wine Press but I knew I wasn’t alone.
GOD has put me in Uncomfortable Situations cause HE was Busy Siffing me,there was a PURPOSE for my Pain,JESUS said “THE LORD IS WITH YOU MIGHTY WARRIOR”JESUS gave me a NEW Life Style so I show my LOVE by Doing what HE says.
I AM A OVERCOMER.
THE GOD OF THE BIBLE
The god of my feelings
I AM A OVERCOMER
Hello My Name is Sylvano Gerber, the god of my feelings told me lies that I will never be able to overcome my addictions, the lies of my enemy was planted in my heart; I believed it.
I chose my feelings with every fibre of by being what I was chasing was acceptance, acceptance of the world that I am enough and never was I able to reach acceptance until I gave my Life Over to the ONE TRUE GOD, my Creator the GOD OF LOVE and PEACE, the ONE TRUE APLHA and 0MEGA,my Beginning and my End. I have picked up My CROSS for JESUS and will FOLLOW HIM until HE COMES,HE has Died on the CROSS for my sins by the Blood of HIS CROSS, I am Saved for there is no one like HIM ,the ONE TRUE KING of KINGS, my SAVIOUR and MESSIAH.
GOD has treated me PERFECTLY IMPERFECT PERFECTED by Growth in the FAITH that HE has bestowed upon me, I am broken free of the bondage in this world never again will I believe the lies of the devil that I am not enough because I know I am, I know that I am MORE than a CONQUERER through HIM that has Breathed the Breath of Life into me. GOD my FATHER LORD of LORDS has Already Defeated my enemies for me he has put me on this earth to Bestow Blessings upon my Soul by HIS GRACE HE has Called me to HIS SERVICE for HIS GLORY whatever mistakes I might have made in the past was just one step closer to success.
Why? Because when I fell HE was the ONE Lifting me Back Up, HE was the ONE Giving me the STRENGTH to Face tomorrow, not having to worry about tomorrow or about what I will eat, drink or the clothes on my back. I know have to conform to this world but by the Renewal of my Mind, HE has Set me FREE of corruption, set forth unto HIS DELIVERANCE,HE is my WAYMAKER, Miracle-+++++WORKER, the MIRACLE that is my ENTIRE LIFE, the LIGHT in this death forsaken world for those that love darkness more than LIGHT, for HE has not come to Call the Righteous but sinners to Repentance and if I can be a footstool in HIS GLORIOUS KINGDOM, my Salvation has come.
I Thank the LORD our GOD for every single moment of this age and the age to come, NEVER again will I not be enough, I know I am the apple of HIS eye as we all are, the MOST PREVIOUS OF ALL OF HIS CREATIONS CREATED, More Amazing than the Stars by HIS UNDERSTANDING alone HE has CREATED everything seen by things that are not seen. Dear GOD from the Bottom of my Heart I say Thank You and I Love You, I Praise and Worship You and Only You my KING.
THE GOD OF THE BIBLE
The god of feelings
Hello My Name is Xavier van Eeden,I was a Heroin Addict for about 5 Years,always making plans for money like robbing people,stealing,shop lifting etc… All that kind of stuff.
It was hard few Years in my Life then One Day I Started PRAYING asking GOD to HELP me,I think a week past by then I met Uncle Ian and other guys then I asked them for HELP.
A Week Later I came to BREAD OF LIFE,It was the Best thing that Happened to me,I’m almost 4 Months Clean,I am BLESSED and I’m NEVER going to Look Back.
I can only Give GOD All the HONOR and GLORY for what HE have DONE in my LIFE.